It has been two month since I've started learning Brazilian Jujitsu and after every lesson, I'll be filled with dark bruises all over my arms and legs. And before bed, I would sit in front of the mirror and start rubbing those bruises. For I can't shake those fearful memories of losing someone, knowing that I could have done something but instead I've chose to walk away.
Pain has always been part of my life, both emotionally and physically. Maybe it has always been an option of escape for me. The moment I've learn that nothing last forever, it makes accepting pain a much easier option.
I'm glad that I've seen life in a different prospective and that I pity those that seek comfort in their sorrow expecting a miracle to happen. Sometimes in life we tend to make wrong decision, but learn from those mistakes and standing up against all odds is a lesson that can only be taught by yourself. Like 3 times World Brazilian Jujitsu Champion Marcelo Garcia said "Losing Is Only When You Gave Up..."
Let us enjoy this song "Sadness and Sorrow" by Toshiro Masuda
