Welcome to the year of the OX!

Well, there goes my year the year of the "Rat" and welcome to the year of the OX! I'm praying that this year will be a better year for my 宝贝whom is having 阑尾炎 or appendicitis, whom I'm really worried for her. I'm kinda frustrated of myself for not being able to be by her side when she needed me.

宝贝if you're reading this, please get well soon! I promise I wouldn't stuff you with oily and fatty food anymore or maybe the just Nandos ok? and your problem is always my problem because you're my 宝贝ok? 宝贝!宝贝! 宝贝万岁........! 宝贝! 宝贝! 宝贝万岁....! 宝贝万万岁....

As for me, 我会在中国过新年 or I'll be celebrating my Chinese New Year in China with my entire family. Well, thats because my dad wanted something special this year and my mum wanted to have a "BANG BANG" 新年 with fireworks. As for me, I just wanted some quality family time as it has been quite some time since the entire family had a holiday together.

Well, 我的新年愿望是希望宝贝快点好！宝贝听到了吗？and to end the war in Gaza, with peace through out the world. Recently, I've seen a documentary with children being killed in war that doesn't belongs to them. Just by watching the documentary, I can feel the pain and hatred in the eyes of the Palestinian. Its so sad....

Dirty War - Israel/Palestine
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKma5eW7_sw&feature=channel

A song delicated to my 宝贝， 希望你快点好。。。

New Resolution for the New Year...

I've just came back from thailand a couple of days ago, the situation in thailand wasn't as bad as it seems. With a new government, comes a new resolution. But still it is worth being on your balls a little, just in case.

Well, I've recently recieved my offer letter from Queenland University of Technology to enable me to pursue my studies in the field of information technology. It will take me another 1 and a half years to complete my Masters program. And with the current economic downturn, I doubt I'll be able to find a job.

For the time being, I'll be meeting up with some of my friends and spend some quality time with my family and focus more on my thai-boxing. I don't know whether it is me or am I slowing getting use to the aussies lifestyle. I know Singapore ain't a bad country, except with the rising of prices in everything, ERP, freedom of speeches and the lack of courage to stand up against what we believe is right.

Still it is my country and my home, where I've been living of the past 20 years. But after such exposure in countries like Australia. I'm afraid that I've to say Singapore is no longer the home I use to know. Its kinda disappointing... Maybe, our country is still young and has still lots of things to learn. I don't know or maybe, hope is still out there.

Here are some pictures I've taken on my trip in thailand, btw "MyPhotoAlbum" account has been suspensed and I've no intention of getting it fix. So I'll post my photos on blogspot from now onwards. Thank you.

I'm BACK....

Well okie I'm back in Singapore. Guess that I've not inform most of my buddies, due to the fact I've some loose end to tie. But I'll be going back to Brisbane for another 1 and a 1/2 years for my Masters program and I'm trying really hard to adapt back to being a Singaporean or maybe I've been soaking too much of Aussies slow paces lifestyle.

Well update you guys on what I've been doing for the past 5 - 6 months in Australia. Life in Australia is as you would have guess is pretty slow. If you intend to visit Australia, their beaches are one of the best in the world and places like Gold Coast and Sun Shine Coast are a must visit locations for their beaches. Fine sand and beautiful sunsets are some of the things Australia's beaches has to offer. Well I'm gotta tag a couple of pictures on my blog, just have a look and you would get a rough idea on how it would look like.

I'll be staying in Singapore for another 2 months before going back to Australia, for the time being it would be the usual stuff. Muaythai! Muaythai! and more Muaythai. But next year I'll be taking on something unique and thats "Gracie Jiu Jitsu" aka Brazillian Jiu Jitsu. I'm seriously thinking of covering some ground techniques so as to be able to hand a fight when it comes to the ground.

Oh and did I mention that my girlfriend would be visiting me in January? for those guys whom has no idea that I've got a girlfriend well its time for you all to know about it.

Singapore vs Australia...

Australia is a great place to spend your retirement but still nothing beats home "Singapore", a place where I'm born and where all my loves one were... Still I love Singapore as it is, but with the gradually growing of expenses and politics. It has become a place where our wealth and our rights doesn't belongs to us. I would prefer a country where "The people should not be afraid of the government, but instead the government should be afraid of the people."

Recently, a housemate of mine has decide to shift out and for the next 2 months more housemates will be moving out. I'm feeling kinda upset knowing that we will be seperated, with the house being more and more quiet as each of us began leaving the house. Nonetheless, chinese has a saying " 世上没有不闪的宴席“. If we're fated to meet, we will meet again.

I'll be shifting from this house with "维雄", will start looking for a new lodging when its around August. Probably will contacts some of housemates that has shifted out and decide if it is possible to find a reasonable lodging location. If it is possible will start looking for an apartment with a budget of around AU$110 - AU$150 that is around zone 2 - 3. Else, I'll be sticking back to Sunnybank.

Will anyone remember me when I'm gone?

It is 0100 hours in Australia, Queenland and I'm having a major exam today at 1330 hours. But I'm just sick of studying... Guess tonight I would have to burn some mid-night oils. Anyway, I've to onces again thanks Felicia Chin for tagging my blog, I'm kinda glad and surprise she remembers me. Its kinda of like a motivation for me whom is so far from Singapore to be touch by a local actress that still remembers me. Thanks again Felicia! ;P

PS: Official website of Felicia Chin blog
(http://feliciasrainbow.blogspot.com/)

It has been 5 years since a good brother of mine passed away from a heart failure. I could still remember the look of his face, filled with pain and agorny. But somehow I could feel that he was relieve that everything had ended... No more pain, no more burden for his family. I remember that before he passed away, he told his dad to live strong and that if anything was to happen to him just look at the bright side of life.

Thinking back at those days when we often chill out together, doing childish yet meaningful things. Even till the day he know that he is going to die, he continue to kept his spirit high by joking with us about how life and death should be. I respect him for the way he looks at things in life and how I wish I could be as forgiving as him.

Now 5 years has past... I've no idea who still remember him as a friend. But one thing I'm pretty sure of... He has touch the hearts and change the life of those that cared for him and remember him. I always tell myself that "That god hasn't gave him the opportunity to live his life to the fullest, and that since god gave us such a chance we must not waste it..."

Maybe because of him, I've seen things differently and do everything with an objective behind it... I bet everyone out there has lost someone he or her treasured deeply as a friend or a family member. I'm just thinking that if there was a day that an unfortunate event happen to me... will anyone still remembers me when I gone? I delicate this song to you "Ling Kang" my friend... See you on the other end of life...

PS: If you guys want the song, just rip it off my blog in the "Uploading now..." section.

Yiruma - Kiss The Rain